Dear Baby, 

Well here we go on cycle 13 (lucky for some!) with renewed vigour!  

My baby making cocktail now consists of the following: 1 pregnacare, 1 evening primrose oil until OV and 1.5 soy isoflavones on CD3-7.  

The soy is the one i'm excited about, it's supposed to mimic clomid, which is the drug we'll likely be given by the docs if all our tests come back clear next month.  I've researched into it and it won't do any harm so i'm giving it a go.  77% of women who were having difficulty, conceived on their first cycle with it so i'm hopeful.  I took my first dose last night (taking it at night to try and ward off some of the more unwelcome side effects - nausea, hot flushes and mood swings!)

Daddy isn't left out either.  He's been moved from normal vitamins to conception vitamins for men which he was overjoyed at.  Only kidding.  Your daddy has been extremely supportive throughout all this.  Most men would have run away by now with the extremes i'm going to but he's still here, rooting for us.  He wants to meet you as much as I do. 

In other news, although we're incredibly sad that you're not here yet, we're trying to take a step back and appreciate the good things in our lives.  Our friends are a huge part of that.  You have lots of honourary Aunties and Uncles who are also being incredibly supportive and can't wait to meet you. 

Come on baby, don't make us wait any longer.   

Love, Mom x