Dear Baby,

It's been a while since i've posted but nothing's been happening. Here we are on CD1 (again) and now we're feeling desperate is the only way I can describe it. I had a little cry before work this morning and am teary now.

One week to go until your Daddy's SA and then 2 more weeks until we get the results. We're in limbo until then really. 16, well timed cycles and nada. Nothing. Not even one second feint line. I don't know what we're doing wrong. Even Daddy said last night he's beginning to think it'll never happen for us.

We're going all out this month now. Mummy's stoped drinking, will be stopping smoking in the next few days and daddy's also giving up drinking and his one cup of caffine a day (as well as chocolate, poor love lol). I'll be taking Evening Primrose Oil, Soya Isoflavones, Black Cohosh, Agnus Castus, Liquorice and pregnacare from this cycle on. We just don't know what else to do....

Love, Mom x