Dear Baby,

It's been a month since my last post and sadly in that time, you left us. 3 1/2 weeks ago, you died. It's been a very difficult time for Daddy & I.

We're so angry. Angry that our treatment worked then you were taken away from us. I was pregnant for 10 short days, but in the time after I lost you, I missed you so badly. I still miss you so much it physically hurts. I miss the pains I had in my tummy as you were growing. I miss being pregnant.

We can't see a future from here with you in it. We've had all our goes on the NHS and by the time we've saved up for another go, it will probably be too late for Mommy's eggs.

I don't know where we go from here Baby. I hope you're playing with all the other babies that were gone too soon, wherever you are. Know that we loved you so, so much and will never forget you.

Love Mom x