Dear Baby,

Mom had an operation this week to fix a problem i've had for years. The poor recovery nurse! All I could do when I came round from the anesthetic was cry!

Since then i've had a lot of time to think which is never a good thing for me.

I'm on bed rest for a week and i've already run out of internets! Oh, and to top it all off, despite the fact we thought we'd be more fertile following the miscarriage, and really went for it, thinking this was our one shot to fall naturally, if it was ever going to happen, it was now etc. etc...... AF showed this morning.

We're into 29 months of trying for you now baby. It really should be more simple than this. We never stop hoping.

Love, Mom