Here we go.....

Dear Baby, 

I'm starting this blog, mainly so that when you're in your teenage years, no doubt screaming at us that we don't love you, we never wanted you, you can see how very wrong you are. 

It's also an outlet for the many, many feelings which are running around my head.  In the beginning, we never imagined your dad & I, how hard this process would be.  I guess like many others we took for granted that it would just happen.  Like it seems to for everyone else.  But here we are, 12 cycles later, still waiting.   It hasn't happened for us.  We're one of the lucky 1 in 7 that it doesn't "just happen" for.

We've tried.  We've tried so hard.  All the crazy things people advise you to do, we've done it.  And still you're not here.   So this week we went to the doctors to ask for help, and thought this would be the perfect time to document our journey. 

I'm black and blue in both arms after going for blood tests yesterday, today we got excited when the appointment came for your dad to go drop off his little swimmers at the clinic in 4 weeks.  See how exciting our life is? :-))  Maybe now we'll get some answers. 

So baby, here we go on the roller coaster that will hopefully lead us to meeting the one thing in our lives we want so badly. 

You. 

Love, Mom x