Dear Baby,

I'm sorry I haven't posted recently. It's hard. It's really hard.

This month we really thought we'd done it. The timing couldn't have been more perfect. It's not that easy tho is it?

I've had all the symptoms. My body is really starting to play tricks on me. Part of me thinks this is it, the other half of me thinks it'll never happen. 12 DPO today and I tested. BFN, but found out afterwards the test I took wasn't sensitive enough. I could give it a few days but really, after 14 cycles, what's the point? We haven't managed it so far so what makes me think we've done it this time?

Baby, we're beginning to give up on you .....

Love, Mom x