Dear Baby,

Well, you guessed it. We didn't manage it this month. Onto try number 15. It's getting wearying now. I'm starting to loose all hope and I know your daddy is getting down about it all too.

We have your Daddy's next sperm test date through - 23rd September. Feels like ages away. We won't get the results through until October now.

It's getting harder to write on here as the time goes on. I feel like i'm repeating myself. I want to be positive but each month that passes, it gets harder.

Baby, we want you now more than ever, but every day that passes leaves us feeling you're further away....

Love, Mom x