Dear Baby,

Its been a while since I've written. Lots of things going on but nothing much in the world of trying to "meet" you.

The witch is visiting currently - not a surprise really given the timing of your Daddy's tests. We really weren't hopeful this month, which made it easier and I haven't cried! (or wasted 3 tests - none in fact as the witch was 3 days earlier than expected!) Speaking of which, we're booked in to get the results on Wednesday next week. We phoned the doctors today to make sure the results are back - they are. All the receptionist would say is that the doctor needs to see us and there is a re-test needed.

All this time i've wanted them to find something (small) wrong and now that's a possibility, I have really mixed feelings.

On the one hand if it is a problem, they can fix it surely? On the other - what if they can't. Where do we go then? What are our options? I really can't think about that right now.

Baby, if you could choose a time to show yourself - the next 2 weeks would be a really good time.

Love, Mom x